2 Addicts & A Moron

EP 3: Hard Times Don’t Last!

In this episode, the hosts introduce themselves and discuss their roles in the podcast. They also talk about their new sponsor, share updates on their recovery steps, and discuss how they deal with bad days and urges to use drugs. They emphasize the importance of working the steps, relying on a support system, and staying connected to a higher power. In this conversation, the guest shares his experiences with addiction and recovery, specifically focusing on the dangers of fentanyl and the importance of using one's voice to help others. He discusses the mindset and triggers associated with addiction, as well as the impact it had on his relationships, including his daughter. The guest emphasizes the need for balance, gratitude, and staying connected to a support system in order to maintain sobriety. He also highlights the power of sharing one's story and being of service to others in recovery.Keywordsintroduction, recovery, steps, sponsor, bad days, urges, support system, higher power, addiction, recovery, fentanyl, mindset, triggers, relationships, balance, gratitude, support system, sharing, serviceTakeawaysIntroducing oneself and sharing personal experiences can help create a connection with the audience.Working the recovery steps and having a support system are crucial for maintaining sobriety.Dealing with bad days and urges to use drugs requires finding healthy coping mechanisms and relying on a higher power.Sharing vulnerabilities and seeking help from others can lead to personal growth and a stronger recovery journey. The guest emphasizes the importance of using one's voice to help others in recovery and to prevent further deaths from addiction.He discusses the dangers of fentanyl and the prevalence of its use in various drugs, highlighting the need for caution and awareness.The guest shares his personal experiences with addiction and the impact it had on his relationships, particularly with his daughter.He emphasizes the importance of balance, gratitude, and staying connected to a support system in order to maintain sobriety.Sound Bites"We lost our sponsor. It's fucking carrots and melted gummies.""Step work is actually pretty easy. Perspective is everything.""I wanna kill myself. I can't take this anymore.""Thank God I have to live like that.""Every time I would walk into a new bathroom.""I don't fear the disease of addiction anymore."Chapters00:00Introducing Ourselves02:57Losing and Finding a Sponsor04:50Step Update: Progress and Challenges12:31Dealing with Bad Days21:38Finding Support and Relying on a Higher Power38:18Urges to Use and Sobriety39:07Living with Addiction46:58Triggers and Temptations57:04Recovery and Breaking Records01:09:24Using Your Voice and Sharing Your Story

EP 2: Accountability & Amends

In this conversation, the hosts discuss the process of making amends in addiction recovery. They share personal experiences and reflections on the challenges and growth that come with making amends. They also touch on the impact of addiction on relationships and how sobriety has affected their approach to dating and building new connections. In this conversation, the speakers discuss their experiences with addiction and the challenges they faced in the workplace. They share stories of being homeless while working, using drugs while on the job, and the consequences they faced as a result. They also talk about the importance of finding a higher power, working the 12 steps, and the transformation that comes with recovery. The speakers emphasize the need for individuals to find their own path to recovery and the importance of sharing their stories to inspire others.Keywordsaddiction recovery, making amends, personal growth, relationships, sobriety, addiction, workplace challenges, homelessness, recovery, higher power, 12 steps, transformationTakeawaysMaking amends in addiction recovery is a process that requires self-reflection, accountability, and a genuine desire to change.Apologies in active addiction often lack sincerity and are not taken seriously by others.Making amends is not about showcasing personal growth, but about taking responsibility for one's actions and seeking forgiveness.Rebuilding relationships in sobriety requires self-awareness, growth, and a commitment to living by principles and values.Navigating dating and relationships in recovery can be challenging, and there may be a disconnect between those in recovery and those who have not experienced addiction. Addiction can have a significant impact on a person's ability to maintain employment and housing.Finding a higher power and working the 12 steps can be transformative in the recovery process.Recovery requires personal commitment and a willingness to change.Sharing personal stories of addiction and recovery can inspire others and provide hope.Each person's journey to recovery is unique, and it is important to find a path that works for them.Sound Bites"I was an avid. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I'm so sorry and every time I said that I would go back and do the exact thing that I just apologize for""I wasn't raised to be a piece of shit. I wasn't raised to steal from people. I wasn't raised to lie to people. I wasn't raised to hurt people.""The road to hell is paved with good intentions.""I've had another job where this was back in 2021. This is my last job that I had that I was inactive addiction before I just gave up on the workplace and just stuck to the streets.""So, so, so just saying you can't be productive on meth is just absolutely false. Let's just say I got my steps in.""He goes, listen, man, I used to suffer from the same problem. What you talking about? He goes, I know what you're going through."Chapters00:00Introduction and Gratitude02:04The Importance of Making Amends08:31Reflecting on Past Actions and Values13:25Lessons and Growth from Relationships21:30Continued Growth and Building Better Relationships26:06Navigating Dating and Relationships in Recovery29:09The Disconnect Between Addiction and Normie Relationships34:02Employers' Understanding and Second Chances34:58Navigating Addiction and the Workplace36:32The Power of Finding a Higher Power38:02Transforming Lives Through Recovery39:12Inspiring Others Through Personal Stories40:39Finding Your Own Path to Recovery

EP 1: Pilot

This conversation is between two individuals who have struggled with addiction and a third person who loves someone with addiction. They discuss their personal experiences with addiction, including the initial attraction to drugs, the progression of their addiction, and the impact it had on their lives. They also touch on topics such as homelessness, toxic relationships, and the realization of being an addict. The conversation provides insight into the struggles faced by addicts and their loved ones, as well as the challenges of recovery. In this conversation, the speakers discuss their experiences with addiction and recovery. They share stories of seeking drugs on the streets, the challenges of getting sober, and the importance of forgiveness and self-growth. They emphasize the need for daily discipline and being of service to others in order to maintain sobriety. The speakers also reflect on the impact of their addiction on their relationships and the process of healing and rebuilding trust. They express their commitment to helping others who are struggling with addiction and mental health issues.Keywordsaddiction, struggles, love, insight, recovery, drugs, progression, impact, homelessness, toxic relationships, addiction, recovery, sobriety, forgiveness, self-growth, daily discipline, service, relationships, healing, trust, mental healthTakeaways• Addiction can start with experimentation and occasional use, but it can quickly progress to a daily habit.• Fear and a desire to escape pain or discomfort are common underlying factors in addiction.• Addiction can lead to homelessness and strained relationships, as well as financial and legal problems.• Realizing and accepting that one is an addict is a crucial step towards recovery.• Recovery is a challenging journey that requires support, self-reflection, and a commitment to change. Addiction can lead to desperate actions, such as seeking drugs on the streets and engaging in risky behaviors.• Getting sober requires daily discipline and a commitment to personal growth and self-improvement.• Forgiveness is an important part of the recovery process, both in forgiving oneself and seeking forgiveness from others.• Rebuilding trust in relationships takes time and consistent effort.• Being of service to others and helping fellow addicts is a crucial aspect of maintaining sobriety.• Addiction and mental health issues are prevalent and can affect anyone, but recovery is possible with the right support and mindset.Sound Bites• "I started getting high in my twenties. The addiction really started when I was like 32 or so, 32 till about 42, those 10 years. That's where I was getting high every single day."• "I'm a literal and actual product of substance abuse and recovery just from birth. My biological father, he was a heroin addict and crack addict, sex addict. My mom, all of you."• "The common thing that I heard between you two is the fear. You know, like that's kind of where it all kind of stems from. Fear of not belonging, fear of, fear of whatever. And you want something to make that go away."• "I remember going up to a guy on the block. I go, hey man, you got anything? You good? He goes, know, obviously there's suspicions. Who are you? don't. Yeah, it's not the most reputable world to be exchanging drugs on the streets."• "I'm a friggin junkie. I'm a junkie, bro. Can't you tell? Yeah That's what I do Yeah, that's what I do is who I am. I'm a freaking heroin addict to the extreme and I love it. I'm proud of"• "I used to be proud like that I could get dope from anywhere for any price. Why don't any block? I mean, I always tell people like you can drop me off in fucking Boise, Idaho and I'll find meth within five minutes."